lols. i thght i cld abandon my blog jus like tt. i was rlly busy n erm felt that theres nothing much to review or perhaps reflect my life upon. well, i guess im nw pretty much adapted to sch n hostel life. busy but at the same time, sian. completed a few short term goals like grabbing a new phone (im owning an omnia II touch phone now. wee!) and passing my driving (AMEN!). i spend my weekdays in hostel. and weekends r days where u can find me go thaiexpressing, timbreing, cafecartelling, fishncoing, pastamaniaing, sushing.. n other restuarants in typical malls n hang out areas. by the way, churching too. so looking forward to dec. i pray for good economy so i can get more bonus, more pay, more money to shop. and of cos, save some money for my bible school next year (: will be going for SOT during my school break. that is why u see me rushing to complete afv lessons to skip first mth of SOT. (cos poor me only have 3 mths break). been driving for the past 2 nights. like really late at night to have supper n movie with my baby. haiz, we always have no time for each other in the day. alright. guess thats all about my past 2 mths? o ya. im flying to taiwan in jan 2010!

missing a few ppl already. bye!

alone in my hostel room, i cant help not to think about the people around me. i wonder what are they doing now? honestly, im feeling both bored and busy. sounds rather oxymoron but i do have this mixed feeling inside of me.

i don have that many lessons but i do have alot of readings n assignments to catch up.
i feel friendless but people are asking me out.
i feel hungry when i've already eaten ( haha, this is stupid)

i guess is just another stage of adaptation once again.

anyway, i was accepted to be the secretary of NTU's pool n snooker club. my another two friends were offered the main comm positions. their presence make my life better.

my dear superman, where are you? there are so many movies i wanna watch with u!

lols. haiz. i miss him =p

i have been studying on microorganisms n biodiversity. a few interesting facts that ive found out from the textbook like the big bang, maggots n the archaea. keke.

life's definitely harder without my superman by my side. but i know i have my super angel with me all the time. got my pay. i'm freaking rich, right rae rae? lets hope i can earn extra bucks thru giving tuitions as i still need to save half of my pay for 3rd n 4th yr expenses.


havent got my hostel still. i guess i have to be 'squatter' cos journey to and fro along the green line isnt that fascinating.

btw, i found 3 macho guys : kenneth, andy and another senior of tpjc.
i pray that they r nice enough to carry books for me the next time.
HAHAHAHAHAHA! dont worry,
my love for superman never cease. unless he dump me? lolslols. TOUCHWOOD.

joseph is right. problems just keep on haunting me, again and again. i never want to go back the pre-nie admission period where i had to go thru interview, test n agreements.

but the new life that i am having now is too drastic for me.

there arent many people i know of, or maybe i shld say i still need some time to accept who they are. im still unfamiliar with ntu that i choose to wander ard only in nie campus. i dont like the schedule i have.

studied the orgin of life with rachel in the library. not too bad. very conducive.

and i went down to riverwalk for my lesson 9 BS : resurrection of the dead.

ermmm, got me thinking about the things i studied in origin of life and the BS content. and i guess i have found the link =)

i miss my boy.

i guess i just have to dump that bottle of stars away

Have i mia from blog for quite some time?
Gaga. im so sorry then.

Anyway, im really excited abt this coming fri NIE ceremony. is gonna be cool and i will update u guys abt it in the next post.
will be going with rachel and hopefully mavis ( another tpjc girl). i didnt attend any camps such as freshman n hall.. so it wld be a lil harder for me to know the ppl there as compared to those who attended the bonding sessions n all. need mavis's help!

yesyes, im taking hostel at the very last minute due to strong eo external influence.
Joseph is so worried about me and the hostel thing. HAH! i guess it takes some time for both of us to adapt our new situations.

Attended FOP on fri, fellowship on sat and church 20th anniversary celebration on sun instead of the camps.

been praying for those who having exams soon, i know it's never easy.

i left a week or more to take on the next phase of my life. and this coming new phase of my life is gonna be really really hard as i cant play around with school rules like i always did in secondary school or perhaps in jc. seriously, i rather wear uniforms. it makes me feel more like a student?
ok, i think im just finding smth to comment.

to pursue my honours for 4 years n to serve the govt another 4 yrs . OH MY GOODNESS. i will only b totally free to choose my career at the age of 28 years old? freaky.

so not looking forward to school. homeworks? projects? lessons? exams? been thru that for 12 years. i better get some really nice friends there, if not im gonna kill myself.
im having one now actually - rachel.
i screwed up a few times in my nie courses registration but thank God for her help. shes like a NIE wikipedia- dunno anything, just ask her.

and erm, i just feel that God is telling me to prepare my heart and be ready for new things. Things may go in the way that dont make sense to me, dont go as i planned, dont go as i wished.
but one thing i must know is that everything happens for a purpose n i must not be fearful to pursue bigger dreams n goals in life.

honestly, without His grace, where would i be?

stayed over at mel hse with jocelyn n fish.
her room is really ermmm... simple n comfortable.
i miss huijia, queennie n minglee very much. i dunno why. it's just missing. urghs.

i changed my mind. i shall do bio.

hi people, i'm becoming a maths teacher in 4 years time.
i dunno what got into my head. i thought it would be really fun to be an eng or sci tcher. but after looking thru their modules, i guess i better not mess with these 2 subjects. Afterall, my maths has proven to be the 'better' one (thou i didnt prove it on my A lvl cert)


anyway, i'm feeling a little tied down by all the agreements n contracts...it just dont feel as if im going to school soon. it seems like i'm a slave to moe n i have to work for them for the next 8 years. i dont like to get tied down or maybe i just dont like being forced to do smth.is not that i dont wan to be a teacher, not that i hate going nie...but why must they set so many rules n regulations to make sure we complete our course? ermmm, can someone just get what i mean?

like, i love track n field.. but when i appealed into tpjc thru track.. i felt more like an obligation than a passion to run n to win the race.

i need some time to adjust this new environment (bounded with laws n agreements).

http://thetrueboutique.blogspot.com/

hi. my blogshop has now opened to all. visit n buy something ok!

passed my ept! going to school in a week time.

i just feel like having a blogshop. so 2 days ago, i started out a blogshop after consulting jocelyn n fish. didnt receive any impressive response from them =( i went ahead to have my blog up ALL ALONE. http://www.urboutique.livejournal.com/

trust me, it's still under construction.
so is not open to the public yet. BUT! im ready to receive orders from friends =p
repent that two fellows =p

anyway, there's risk of cos. im pouring my money again.
i still need some time to get in touch with livejournal..so bear with me =p

i'm crazy.

those days without a single dollar in my pocket were terrible. much had been invested into my driving lessons and the test itself. what worse is that these money did not produce fantastic results. i was really disappointed n i need to go thru the same old thing again. october! oh my goodness. 1 mth of hardcore learning , but now got to wait till oct to retake my test. anyway, thanks for all the friends i have. im feeling better now and i guess i need to buck up in some areas of my life. i looked at my 2009 plan, half has been achieved. but another half- i'm clinging onto nowhere. so i guess is time to do some adjustments again. got to renew my mind and my visions.

thanks so much cg for the love, yummy cake n da bag~
thank u leslie for the ty bear~
thank u huijia, queennie, melsa, rae rae n jocelyn for the hair accessories~they r lovely.
thank u my dear minglee n timo for the puma bag~
thank u my girls for kboxing with me~
thank u fadilah, lingee, sonia n kahlin for da pizza hut treat n da yummy choc cake.
thank u ah ma for the angbao
thank u superman's mum n dad for the angbao
thank u superman's sng cousins for the angbao
thank u my superman for all the clothes, cutey pouch, east coasting n everythinggggg.

My hamster, Christmas, was found dead in (his/her) hometown cage yesterday at around 3pm. It had been suspected to die from eye and ear swollen infection due to the fight accident with my another white hamster, boyboy. The accident happened 3 weeks ago. dettol cream treatment was done to its upper eye and ear in minimum so as to reduce the infection. There is no way an accumulation of dettol would poison Christmas.I Interrogated my grandma, another caretaker and she reported that Christmas was still fine in the morning when she fed her/him cheese. Anyway, cheese had always been christmas's favourite breakfast. Water bottle and food plate were all filled at the death scene so Christmas didnt die from starvation or thirst. Caged washed n Sawdust had been changed by Joseph. The last time i bathed Christmas was not even a week. In another words, hygience had been strictly observed during his recuperation period. From the way it slept, it had died peacefully with its eyes closed. no heart attack and no fall injuries. My Christmas had been with me close to 2 years. my present from kikuzawa preslie. I guess i should really let Christmas go. i love you Christmas.

Christmas was buried next to girlgirl (my white hamster) under the crying tree near the mrt track.
no ritual was done. we gave flowers anyway.


hais

was chatting abt group activities with someone and i realised there's always a prob here - cliques.

i guess as much as we want to plan something great for everybody, ppl eventually settle in the group that shares common interests, views, purposes, patterns of behavior, or even ethnicity -thats nature.

and i'm guilty of that. pls dont tell me u dont , cos thats what a big fat liar wld say=

however, there's another thing called - strike a balance.

so in ur list, u divided ur groups of friends to maybe sch friends, working friends, cca friends or whatsoever. and u have alr subconsicously arranged them from the top priority to the least. yes, maybe there r one or two groups are on par (this is probably why u fall into dilemma at times when they ask u out on the same day)

and the common qns that i ask myself... which grp put more effort in asking me out? which grp did i neglect these days? which grp is doing smth that i feel like doing on the day itself? which group is more happening? which grp makes me feel more comfortable? and the list of qns can just keep doing on..

and i believe i don belong to the extremes whereby i only hang out with A GROUP OF PEOPLE.
comon, most of us dont right?


back to track. so i never believe that (for example) a girls outing wld cause someone to only want to be with the girls.. or maybe a wild wild grp wld make this person to be really loud.. but is the nature in the person. so why worry so much if great efforts have been put in to bring fun n bonding...ultimately, no one can change the nature over a night time (so i didnt rule out the possibility of changing the nature)...

remove all da this this and that that, take away all the buts and howevers. believe in every creativity idea that u propose and is gonna work for sure.. cos behind every idea is this great creator...so it will not lead to cliques but something really really great =)


my weird thoughts again. but 50% has been censored. hehe

hey creatures! ice age 3 is a good catch!
went to watch with my superman and i love the small dinos!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEILEI MY OLD FRIEND!

HMMM, someone's birthday is coming too =p

YAY! EXAMS OVER.
oops. not me..queennie n huijia r the ones rejoicing now.
im taking 3 days leaves, tmr fri n the coming mon. pretty much relaxing now.
is time to accompany my superman. (aiya, i always do).
i have free tickets. dont bug me for any. these are meant FOR ME AND ONLY ME.
hahas. is a hint ppl.

also, with my popular member card, i get to have a complimentary buffet at seoul garden !but arh, i need to bring AT LEAST ONE ADULT. this is another hint.

these days my fringe is disastrous..i dont mind any random hairclip, hairband. HAHA!
alright, superman's booking out tdy! dinner at east coast park. find us there if u can=p
awwwwww, driving test on mon.

it's either i drive to meet my darling girls or simply with my mrt card.

i guess i need a little more encouragement from myself. i went to search more about the NIE accommodation to make myself feel better abt the incoming test result. i dunno why i'm having a bad feeling abt everything that soon to come. so here's what i've found out from rae rae n from the webbie :

Double-occupancy: S$155.00 - S$190.00 per month

Single-occupancy: S$195.00 - S$250.00 per month

Air-conditioning charge is computed on per-room-per-month basis according to
meter reading.

For double room, this air-conditioning charge will be divided out equally
between 2 rightful occupants. application fee of S$15.75

compete for rooms with other NTU students on the basis of ECA points.

Closing date for hall application is 31 Jul.

can apply for double-occupancy rooms only.

will be open to current student teachers in late March every year.

ermmmm, im considering loan from either my cpf or local bank (free of interest) for my 3 n 4th yr. shall discuss with my girls soon =)

watched transformer with cg ytd.. perfect 5 stars! u must really watch if u havent done it so!
anyway, had a small mini birthday buffet over at superman's hse today. didnt take any pictures with my camera cos the cake was really too kiddish ( duh, we celebrated with superman's sis) and yepp, more like a NS guys gathering for superman too. thanks for the couple pillow case still. haha. it's really sweet.

all the best to my queennie n huijia.. 3 days of exam. though is short but never easy.
happy one year and a month superman.

if you happen to see a girl rushing back home like a mad donkey, it must be me trying to catch the Silver Chamber of Sorrow. i am addicted to this particular hk drama series though i missed a few of the episodes. yes, i'm still learning my driving. im bad at circuit. don't get angry with me if i cant get my license on 6th july, lols.
1 month of learning is just not enough for me. but i'll pray hard for it to come to past!

anyway, i had my ept on monday. i'm guess i did badly in listening comprehension. [superman must be sighing now] the weightage is abt 40 to 50%... urghs. i just hate talking about it. all i need is the grace of God now.

where would i be
without the grace of God

minglee, hope u like ur present!